Having a nap at 10pm because why the fuck not
March 2012
February 2012
Have you cut ?
Have you?
im never good enough.
Why do I ruin everything
Seriously
today my mum bought home my sister and my brother they're favorite food in the world to surprise them, then she looked at me saying "sorry, you're getting too fat".. She doesn't know that I throw up my food after every meal, she never looks at me and my wrists my arms my thighs, my shoulders, and my stomach is full of cuts.. I just want to be loved.. is that so hard? I avoid dinner, my parents are never home, and I'm done being bullied and hated on.. I'm tired of it all.
I was raped by a 'friend' at a party and i told one person, now everyone knows and all my friends have decited to be friends with him, i have to see him everyday and hang out with him sometimes, it KILLS me, I slit my wrists daily over it, i want to die, He sarted rumors about me haveing Stds and crabs and what not.. No one knows but i try to kill myself daily over him.
Despite all of the thing I've passed through (cutting my wrist becouse I was raped, hated by my friends, isolated, and giving up) I accidentaly fall in love with a boy, this boy had the same feelings towards me and now were dating (for 2 years). I want to say that everything Is gonna be okay. You just have to realise. When you close your eyes, think about what happened to you with details, think why and always being objective. You will found out that you can move on. I hope this will help...
I'm think I may kill myself this year.
i need an escape. so therefore i will be going. tonight.
When I was 10, I was sexual abused by my own bother. A few years later, when I was 12, my uncle touched me always and everywhere. No-one knows.
I've eaten less than 100 calories today and it's 3pm.
i hate myself.
Last night when I was in the bath I was deciding to take the razor and slit my wrists or not, I decided not too, but I feel so depressed
I'm completely in love with a guy that I think is ugly...
I feel like im in a circle of people with grey faces and they keep pushing me around and hitting me. I feel out of my body.
When I was a little kid, we were coming out of the roller rink in my home town and heard a girl screaming in the city park. We ran over and sneaked up on a group of people we could see through the woods. They were sacrificing the girl in some kind of devil worshiping ritual. They caught us and told us if we ever said a word that we would be next. Almost 20 years later, and none of us have ever went to the authorities.
i got dared to lick someones dick when i was 8. i did it cause they would take piss if i didnt.
I want people to like me, but i feel that im so tiny and awkward
